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i didn't know people still used this

2008-12-22T18:51:46Z

Me and stacy were SO COOL. i love it. and i love her and i miss the old days!

rbeekayx @ 2006-10-09T14:23:00

2006-10-09T18:28:35Z

It's been a while, as i usually say when i update because..well i updated about once very 10 months.
butt..hm lets see the "college life" sucks.
Its to stressful.
I hate studying, and reading. wtf...! so gay
and im sucking in just about every single class
except for rhetoric b/c i have the cutest little old lady
for a teacher. I much rather be in high school, not gonna lie.

The homecoming game is fRiday...hmm..that should be fun.
im prettty excited to go to the cider milll
and pick a pumpkin and carve it witthhh cutie cutie.

rbeekayx @ 2006-08-07T22:00:00

2006-08-08T02:03:04Z

Summer is just about done.
And honestly..this summer suckedd.
It had it's moments but for the most part
it wasn't to good. The only time their was ever
a party was grad parties.
I think there were more parties during the school year
then out. Pathetic

I'm so annoyed with everythingg right now.
People make me mad.argh

Cedar point next monday, pretty excited forr that :)

I hung out with staccyy lately which makes me happy
because i've missed her even if she does have witchh nails

I went to sterling today to pick up my brotherr
and everyonee was there, it was weird.
Not gonna lie, it made me emoo. I will definately miss sterlinggg

rbeekayx @ 2006-07-29T23:41:00

2006-07-30T03:45:29Z

Hi.
Well..lets see i don't have much to say about my life,
probably because i never do anythingg.

I started working at penna's yesterday. I hated it the first
day, but today was a little better i suppose. I guess i gotta
get used to it, and amanda if you quit ill kill u ;)
I almost had a heat stroke today
Sunburn + 110 degrees in kitchen= renee's face being on fire.
i work again tomorrow.

I'm pretty much seen just about every movie possible lately.
And im pretty sure that Napolean Dynamite is one of my
favorte actors.I dont really know his real name, but that guy
cracks me up!Hes just so dumbb its funny.

Well im going to go be a bum.

rbeekayx @ 2006-07-25T01:29:00

2006-07-25T05:38:49Z

I'm so getting good at this!

I can't even remember what i did last night, thats pretty bad
considering i dont do anything?
But..i believe i just went to rande's? And kept my streak up of being home by 12
every night, pathetic i know. Oh well i dont care.

I layed out for a little today, and eventually got ready and went to Penna's.
Of course they had nothing in my size so everything is so big on me.
Me and amanda start Friday, not gonna lie im kinda excited.
Later on picked up amanda and went to rogers baseball game.
that was a fun time..hah.

Saw you me and dupree tonight. so so good. well at least i thought so.
so i suggest you see it!
now i have a headache again, what else is new though..i guess i should just
get used to it.

I missed LJ,i wish i wouldn't have stopped writing in it. I love looking back
at old entries and realizing how weird i was, even though im sure not much has changed.

People are SO annoying, i swear..it makes me laugh how dumb some people can be.
welp, that's all.

rbeekayx @ 2006-07-23T21:13:00

2006-07-24T01:23:20Z

I'm bored so i figured i'd update.

Last night was ok. Didn't get sleep, so i'm basically dead today.
Went to rande's grad party for a little.

Everyone is so annoying, all i feel like doing lately is staying in.
I could care less anymore if i go out.
Some people think there just so cool, but really..your not at all.
So i dont know why people waiste their time and energy to try and
get everyone's attention, when honestly no one caresss. get a lifee.

Sometime's i regret not going away and feel like i need a
change. It seems like i wont be getting the full "college
experience" by staying home, but i guess if i really wanted to
i could always transfer.

I wish i wasn't so indecisive about EVERYTHING. ugh.
I never know what i want, and i wish i did.

rbeekayx @ 2006-07-22T15:41:00

2006-07-22T19:48:35Z

It's been an extremely long time since i've written in this.
I was just going over all my old one's and ecided to update :)
Summer is almost overr, it's going by way to fast.

Lately havent been doing to much.
I love emo nights with my friends!
Last weekend was melissa's grad. party, it was a fun time ;)
I got fired from my job, hahaha.
DARN.
But me and amanda wwill be starting at penna's next week, woop woop!
So that's pretty EXCITING!

I'm definately not ready to start college, AT ALL.
It's coming to fastt,but i guess we have to grow up sometime, right.

Tonight is Tuzz's grad party, pretty excited for that, weeee.

Other than that i suppose things are going good....for the most part anyways.
I think im going to try to start to write more in this, although i say that
every time and i never do. But maybe this time i acutally will? HMmmm.

Im going to be 18 soon! how exciting, i can finaly go to a clubbb!weee.
and the kenny chesney concert is also coming up, which i am also very happy about.

rbeekayx @ 2006-06-02T14:55:00

2006-06-02T18:58:39Z

So i think this is time where i should update...

The last couple of dayss, its really hit me that were DONE.
our whole high school experience is over. Were not going to see half the people
we do now ever again, and it's sad. These 4 years went by so unbelievably fast.
This year has been so much fun, and i'm goin to miss it.
I'm excited for summer, but the thought of never comin back is scary..
Its time for the real world now..rahhhh.

Okay ill stop before i make myself cry.

rbeekayx @ 2006-04-06T07:28:00

2006-04-06T11:35:12Z

Wow, i def. forgot about this thing
I wish people would update moree, but myspace has taken ovver.

Im sitting in 1st hour on this sweet lap top with amanda =) and she is
being emo, like usual. Hmmm not much has been happening lately.
Spring break is so soon, im excited =)
Even though i totally wish i was going to Cancun, but it will still be fun.
Prom is also comingg....and i'm goin with a cutie ;)

Everything is coming so fast its crazy, it seems like we were just
booking spring break a little while ago and its already.
Time's gonna fly after spring break.
I dont think im ready to leave high school.
I've decided not to go away, but idk that could change i suppose.

Rascal Flatts tickets go on sale soon. im so excitedd
annddd Kenny Chesney concert on my birthday :)

Summer is so close, usually i cant wait for the year to end, but now
it just means everything is coming sooner...

alright, i should probably start doing my work.

rbeekayx @ 2006-01-16T18:38:00

2006-01-16T23:43:56Z

I havent updated in a lonnng time.
Livejournal has become really boring, no one
updates anymore, myspace has taken over.

Not much has been going on lately.Same old stuff
Christmas was good.
New years was good, for the most part.
mmm..exams are this week. YAY :l
I'm thinking about just skipping my physics one
since im going to fail it anyways. I wish i knew what
i was doing in that class, it kinda sucks when you
have no clue whats going on.

The extra day off was nice.
Friday went to the game and to mikes after i think.
Satruday..i think i went to sarmads.
yesterday layed around all day and did nothing.
then later went over to amandas with lauren jamie and olga.
I love wedding crashers, its just about the funniest movie ever.
Oh myy godd this baddd. realll bad.
hahahaha! i love it.

Anyways.I got accepted to Western, Central and Oakland.So now i just
have to decided where i want to go :/ Which is going to be extremely
hard for me to decide i dont know if i really want to go away any more.
I dont even know what i want to do with my life.
I guess i should probably figure that out soon.

valentines day is coming up, GREAT :l
i wish i had someoneee.

rbeekayx @ 2005-12-23T01:28:00

2005-12-23T06:41:57Z

Alright, since im being forced to update..
ill try and remember whats been goin on.

I've been going sledding a lot lately, almost
everry night, cause me amanda and mike are sweet
and everyone started to go nowww 8)
I dont remember what i did on monday.
Tuesday..i worked and i think i went sledding after.
Wedneday i worked again.then went over jamies and
we went to jims...gay.
Today..
went out to coney with andrea and olga.
then did a bunch of running around.
went to the mall. yeah.
then did nothing the rest of the night.

Tomorrow, i want to go to that ice skating rink in detroit.
so hopefully that happens :)

Christmas is coming.
its not exciting like it used to be.

thats all.

rbeekayx @ 2005-11-30T15:01:00

2005-11-30T20:09:40Z

Senior Choice awards were really fun, i had a good time :)
even if i did get most shy. The end was sad, im going to be
so sad at graduation/prom.
Rande did a good job, and so did everyone else.
I wish i had a talent, i suck.
We went out to eat at applebees after.

slut!

Lmfao. funniest thing ever.

Me and my BfF!

Josh

I <3 mike!

ooo hottiee

Megan!

All of us

2 sluts.

These are from olgas:

hahahahaha

these are from..i dont know when :

JIM

ROHAN!

rbeekayx @ 2005-11-27T20:28:00

2005-11-28T01:35:31Z

Holaa.
I like breaks :) This one was alrightt, was kind of
boring at times.

I basically worked every day this week, so i cant wait for my paycheck.
Thanksgiving was boring.
Friday went to olga's house. Haha people are funny. Helped my habibi amanda out;)
Last night was pretty gay, minus the snowball fight.
Amanda came over and we went over showans.
I get there, and get in the forhead with a snowball.thanks alot moe :)
So everyone got in a snowball fight..everyone vs moe hahaha.
Pretty much drove around all night, pointless.
Amanda took me home and that was that.

Today..did nothing. I dont want to go to school, causeee..it sucks.
no work this week woohoo.
Senior choice awards tuesday, good thing i dont have a dress. so if
you have an extra and want to lend it to me, i wouuld appreciate it :)

I cant wait for christmas break ahhh.
I want to go ice skating at the outdoor rink in detroit.awww.
and i hope we go snowboarding saturday :)

alright bye.

rbeekayx @ 2005-11-16T18:20:00

2005-11-16T23:33:54Z

I really dont know how much more of this i can take.
I cant take fighting with my mom day in and day out
anymore. She doesnt understand anything and i really
wish she did. I wish i could trust telling her stuff
and know she wont judge me by it, but i obviously cant.

Right now, i cant wait to go away to college.I went to
baker today to visit, it seems cool there..but im not sure
if its somewhere i'd really want to go.

Christmas is coming up which means me being depressed.
Lately i have been so emotional, about the stupidest things.
argh, whatever i guess i should stop being a little baby.
But i wish things were different and i could be happy.

and i love stacy and we are going to be best buds for a long time :)
I dont know how i will leave her if i go away for college, i guess she'll
just have to come with me.

And im not so sure, if im sure of anything anymore.

2005-11-13T21:54:52Z

This weekend was relaxing i suppose.
Friday we all met at kellys and went to
some kids party, didnt stay long cause we didnt
know anyone so me amanda alex lauren and jamie
went over to showans house, they definately need
to learn how to make a fire, idiots. We got mcdonalds,
because were fat.

Saturday had work in the morning. Went to olga's with
stacy and she came over after and hung out for like
the first time in forever. Hmm eventually we went
over rohans, and me her and jim went to little cesars
and visited scott, even though he doesnt talk at work.
And jim spilled pizza in my car, hahah its ok jim.
Stacy departed. and me and jim went to the last couple minutes
of andreas game.And then we went back to rohans, and
saw the biggest rat of my life. it was so huge.
Hm i left and was going to go home and sleep. but
i ended up goin over laurens where amanda olga and kelly were.
watched laguna :) then some guys came over. Amanda is a fricken
psycho, never get into a fight with her ;) she'll hit you in
the head with a pillow.

Anyways, we went over showans. Were there for about 15 minutes,
and some faggots messed up our cars? sweet.
Went to a self car wash.
Got home late, and got yelled at, cool.

today i worked..yay.
Looking foward to thanksgiving week for sure..not.

Im kind of confused about some stuff lately
Argh.

rbeekayx @ 2005-11-06T19:23:00

2005-11-07T00:36:09Z

Im getting good at this updating stuff, kinda.
This weekend was okay i guess.
Friday we all went out for kellys birthday to
a chinese resturant..ew. i didnt eat, and it smelled
in there. But jamies salad was lookin pretty tasty,
hahaha. Anyways we went over to olgas. and a few
other places.
We(me andrea rohan anthony scott and baker AND JIMSIR BECAUE HE IS SOO COOL.
AND MELISSA BUT SHE WAS LOCKED IN THE BATHROOM) ended up
at andrea, it was like old times...plus anthony.

Saturday-worked..yay. Met up at olgas at night, went to
coles...gay.Eventually went over kara's house. Then
went to the boys soccer game.

Didnt do much today besides work.
I thought about alot of stuff today, about how much things
are going to change after high school. I applied to Central
and Western today, even though im not so sure if i want to
go away yet. I know i'll end up regretting it if i dont though.
It just scares me to know that i'll basically be on my own,
and i wont be around everything that i've known for the past
17 years. I've been enjoying senior year so far, sometimes i wish
i could just stay in high school the rest of my life.

Anyways, hopefully i'll be going up to western next weekend.
It should be fun. Lets just hope i can get off work :l

booo.

2005-11-02T04:08:36Z

Looking at pictures from summer and last year
makes me really sad. I miss how things use to be in summer.
It seems like everything was so long ago, i dont like it.

I miss hanging out like we used to.
Everything is just so much different now, not necissarily
bad..just different.

we are so cool..seriously.

And i miss how me and stacy used to hang out all the time
even if we didnt have any friends.

hahahaha!!!!!

i miss her too.

And i really dont want to graduate high school. I honostly dont think im ready. I have no idea what i want to do with my life, i wish i could stay a kid forever.

awww.

i found one of jim!

rbeekayx @ 2005-10-29T19:10:00

2005-10-29T23:19:46Z

Well things are better since my last entry :)
and now i am happy again.

Yesterday after school went with everyone
to get tickets for Saw 2.
Me and kristin went to sommerest after that,
cause she was excited to go in urban outfitters ;)
heheh.

We had a nice little talk on the way home hahahh.

Then i went home and sat around for a while.
Got ready and picked up amanda and met everyone
at the movies. I guess i dont look old enough
to get into an R rated movie since they asked
for my lisence. but yeah it wasnt scary but i liked it,
minus the grose parts.We went to kristins after
the movie, where drama erupted. Hm went home
around 1 and thats it.

No work today :) I love sleeping in.
layed around for a while and eventually got ready
and went the mall with melissa. Came home to
fighting what else is new. Cleaned up my room
because my mom decided to be cool and take all my
clothes and put them on floor :) sweet.

Now im sitting here, doing nothing. And anthony
has to work till late...boo :(

I might go to a corn maze or something later.

Im excited for halloween so i can trick or treat
and get candy! yes!!!

I need a new job. asap.

<3

rbeekayx @ 2005-10-23T21:03:00

2005-10-24T01:16:49Z

well i havent really updated in a while so i guess i will.

Last week was fun. Homecoming was fun...
I havent been doing much lately. Me amanda and sharlene
have been taping our music video, its funny.
Friday went to the game at dakota. Ended up leaving early
went back to the school and wrote on some cars.
Alot of good that did.. :/
Just went home after that.

Yesterday i went to see Just like heavin with stacy :)
it was so good, i suggest you see it.
Went home and got ready. went to sarmads and left early
and went home. Guess that was probably a good thing though?
Went back there a little later to pick up andrea because
she was stuck there. Shes lucky im nice.

Didnt do much today, worked. came home and did nothing for
most the day. Then went over sharlenes with amanda to
tape some more.

This whole week has really sucked. I wish i could just erase
the past week, and everything would be good again
but i guess its just not that easy..
hopefully its worth the wait :/

bye.

rbeekayx @ 2005-09-19T22:33:00

2005-09-20T02:38:51Z

Well im gonna update just for anthony so he doesnt
have to keep reading the same one over and over ;)

Hm yesterday i had work then slept for a while.
Later that night i went to kristins and we went
to the movies with Anthony and Josh to see the excorism
of emily rose. It was good, even though it wasnt really
that scary. I love stacys impressions of Emily rose, hahah.

Today, school sucked. totally messed up my interview
in 1st hour but whatev.
mmm..after school i took a nap then went to the mall with
andrea then we went to the soccer game. Took andrea homee.
Then....went to Bdubs with anthony and rohan.

im kind of excited for homecoming now, i pretty much have
the cutest date ever :) hehe.

kk thats all, bye.

rbeekayx @ 2005-09-05T18:40:00

2005-09-05T22:42:43Z

SUP.
School has started, and it sucks already.
I have radio and TV at cousino first hour, stacy
got separated from us :(
Some of my classes just suck. like 4h hour, shoot i should
myself now or later?
Um 6th hour should be fun, well maybe if i was acutally
near people, stupid seating chart.

I basically worked all weekend. I loved getting up at 6 every
morning for the last 3 days :) :) And now i get to go back
tomorrow to work. gosh i love randazzos.
ANNYWAYSS.
Thursday was the football game, it was pretty fun.went to mikes
after for a bonfire. we looked sweet with our jerseys and black
things under our eyes.
Saturday i worked, went to billys i think that night? played a
sweet game with some people in my vagina.
Sunday worked once again. didnt do much during the day i dont think
hung out with andrea, we laayed out on rafts, well more like passed out.
we watched my old home movies. hahahah. We went to anthonys for a while
he had a bonfiree, it was fun.
Today worked again,then did a whole lot of nothing for
the rest of the day, pretty much just layed out and stuff.
Im really glad i forgot my phsycis book, agenda, and folder in my locker
which i need, thats pretty sweet.

ew, school tomrrow. then WORK, surpise surpise!!!!
Laguna is on tonight, pretty excited.

Im pretty sure this is the most ive ever written in my life.
-Im kinda excited for homecoming,but i want a date
and..that def. wont happen. oh well.

okay peace.

rbeekayx @ 2005-08-27T01:41:00

2005-08-27T05:50:50Z

Today was my birthday :)
Stacy made me a real cool picture but it wont
work so i cant show you guys how good of an artist she is.

Layed around for a while then anthony and josh dropped
off anthonys jerseyy for me :)
Then went to cash my check and stuff.
Around 530 went to olive garden for my birthday dinner :)
It was me andrea melissa amanda jamie marsha tuzz lauren tracy
alex jessica and kelly i think thats all? Got in a little
feud with the waitress, hahaha.

after that we went to the game, didnt start off to well.
i guess it was okayy. wasnt really much to after.
we went to tacobell then sat in a car! fun we finally
went over matt g's stayed there for a while left there and then
went somewehere hahaha. melissa dropped me and andrea off
then we went back to matt g's. mark was gettin his mack on with
me and andrea ;) hotttie.

i got cards and some cool baloons :)
i love my friends!
and now my birthday is over :( it could have been better
buttt whatev. butt at least i gott to wear a cuties' jersey ;)

rbeekayx @ 2005-08-17T00:30:00

2005-08-17T04:39:18Z

Today was quite enjoyable i suppose, at least compared
to the past couple of days.
I layed out for a little while. Later on i went to
help stacy clean eugeunes tank. well more like i cleaned
the whole thing minus the filter. Then i helped her pick
out some outfits for her senior pics.

A little later i picked her back up and we got eric and
scott, and went to erics. Me and stacy went back home to
get our airsoft guns 8) Then me stacy fig eric scott
went to the mall. Dropped scott off. then took fig and
eric to erics, were people like to drive off with my car.

Hmm, me and stacy went and got some tacobell mmm.then
met up with eric fig scott dave and jeff and played airsoft!
They tried to be sneaky and hide when we got thre, but we saw
them.i was unarmed at first but i had a stick.
Fig shot me ilke 23423 times.
I havent ran that much in like a year.

i took stacy home cause shes a baby and had to be home ;) haha j/k j/k.
thennn i came home.
i want to play airsoft more!

tomorrow is registration real early. I dont want school to come.
school stresses me out. boooo.

i've been kind of happy lately, which is really pretty weird.
welp, thats all.

Stole from Kristin who stole from some other girl

2005-08-13T21:15:24Z

xx I _____ Renee.
xx Renee is _____.
xx Renee needs ______.
xx I want to _____with Renee.
xx Renee can ______.
xx Someday Renee will _______.
xx Renee reminds me of _______.
xx Without Renee, _________.
xx Renee can be _______.
xx Worst thing about Renee is ________.
xx Best thing about Renee is ________.
xx I think Renee should _________.
xx Right now, I bet Renee is thinking about _______.
xx Renee makes me want to _______.
xx If I could spend the day with Renee , I'd ____________.
xx Renee is the _________.
xx If I could be Renee for a day, I'd ______.
xx I want to give Renee a ________.
xx The song _____ by _____ reminds me of Renee.

No one will do it, but its worth a try i guess.

rbeekayx @ 2005-08-09T00:59:00

2005-08-09T05:01:47Z

Today was real boring. But then at nigght
i went to the mall with my friend stacy, who
i never hang out w/ alot any more :(. and then
we went to anthony godells house and watcheed LAGUNA!
well only the cool people, being me megan and kristin,
watcheed it.

I never hung out with their group b4, they are cool :)
<3